Monday Morning

Another night where, in spite of Ambien (sleep aid) for Linda, we were up much of the night. The good news is that Linda was not as confused as she has been during night - for the first time since she has been in the hospital. In fact, there was little confusion at all.

It is often difficult to communicate the big picture in this space. It seems that it ends up being mostly one way or the other - expressions of praise or concern. Every day, though, there are signs that indicate Linda is doing better (from the infection) and equal indications that she is not doing as well as she was before she came into the hospital, and her condition was not good at that time. I have, at least for this morning, quit trying to analyze why Linda has so many unexplainable medical problems. Even when there is an explanation, it is often puzzling that such a significant issue (swelling, liver, lipids) would result from such a small dose of medication (steroids).

Fortunately, as we read last night from Isaiah 40, God is aware of every cell in our bodies. He carries us like a shepherd carries a lamb - a picture of truth that has meant so very much to Linda as she can do little but rest in the arms of her Great Shepherd. As Jim Aycock said in his prayer with us yesterday, God's will is always best, whether we understand - or like - it or not.

Linda will be going home tomorrow - at least that is the plan. It is going to be difficult - very difficult, in fact, at home. Her needs have increased significantly in this past two weeks. I know you will be praying for us, though we never take your prayers, nor God's grace, for granted. We are eagerly anticipating this Christmas at home!